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  • Today, April 27th, 2024, marks 701 days since my hospital admission for what was anticipated to be a brief treatment involving IV drugs and the insertion ...

  • WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start ...

  • WARNING This post contains strong language that may offend some people. You have been warned. I am so seriously fucking pissed off at the moment. Now as p ...

  • We are a few days out from the end of the first month of the new year. Where in the hell has the last 30 days gone? It can go a bit quicker and get out of ...

  • We are now approaching the end of the 3rd day of 2024 and it is starting slowly. But I have some big plans for this year and some big things that I need t ...

  • Christmas 2023 has now come and gone. But bet your bottom socks it won't be long before the season of Christmas 2024 is upon us. Especially with how fast ...

  • This is an update for after the surgery I had to put a stent into a vein leading to my heart that was pretty much blocked. The good thing is they didn't h ...

  • For anyone that has been following my journey you will know that I believe I have a problem with pain killers, specifically Endone and OxyContin, after be ...

  • I have had some Private Messages on Facebook asking me about this skin condition that I have just started taking injections for. So against my better judg ...

  • I believe the title of this post really says it all. So, here we go into the information. What's next for Zac? This is a very hard question for me to answ ...

  • So this morning I spoke to my mum briefly, then went and laid down for most of the day as I haven't been feeling well. As most people know I have a lot of ...

  • NSW is having another COVID cluster. At the moment it primarily on the north part of the Northern Beaches - from Narrabeen bridge right through to Palm Be ...

  • So, after nearly 6 months the repairs at home are finally happening next week. And because it involves tiling within the bathroom it means I can not remai ...

  • In the current world that we live in things are so hard for so many people. This song and group are such an inspiration and makes you think about everyone ...

  • So this post is basically going to go through a lot of different topics, probably get scattered at times also. But that is pretty much normal with me, as ...

  • So, on 27th of May 2022 I was admitted into Gosford District Hospital. I knew before seeing the Emergency Department Doctor that I was going to be admitte ...

  • For days now I have been debating whether or not I was going to write a post about this. I have made several drafts, which are still sitting in my drafts ...

  • Welcome to the first Monday Morning Update. An update on the week before and ahead.  I am going to do a week behind update every Monday. Right now it is 5 ...

 

  • Today, April 27th, 2024, marks 701 days since my hospital admission for what was anticipated to be a brief treatment involving IV drugs and the insertion of a PICC line. Unexpectedly, the situation escalated dramatically in less than a day. Here's a brief recount of the rapid changes: On the morning ...

  • We are a few days out from the end of the first month of the new year. Where in the hell has the last 30 days gone? It can go a bit quicker and get out of Summer already and cool down a bit. Anyway, when starting to write this post it is still 28.1°C (82.58°F) and it is 2am, it is hot as hell and I ...

  • We are now approaching the end of the 3rd day of 2024 and it is starting slowly. But I have some big plans for this year and some big things that I need to change personally to improve my life, make it better and achieve what I want. For pretty much all of 2023 I have been scared to get up and about ...

  • Christmas 2023 has now come and gone. But bet your bottom socks it won't be long before the season of Christmas 2024 is upon us. Especially with how fast this last year has gone. I had a quiet Christmas again this year. No decorations and just had a light Christmas lunch with my neighbours and frien ...

  • We are now only 4 days out from Christmas Day 2023. It is a rough time of year for me and it has been for decades. But, this year is my second Christmas in my forever home. Not doing anything special again this year. No tree, no decorations, no nothing this year. Next year I am planning on doing up ...

  • Today, April 27th, 2024, marks 701 days since my hospital admission for what was anticipated to be a brief treatment involving IV drugs and the insertion of a PICC line. Unexpectedly, the situation escalated dramatically in less than a day. Here's a brief recount of the rapid changes: On the morning ...

  • WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th ...

  • We are a few days out from the end of the first month of the new year. Where in the hell has the last 30 days gone? It can go a bit quicker and get out of Summer already and cool down a bit. Anyway, when starting to write this post it is still 28.1°C (82.58°F) and it is 2am, it is hot as hell and I ...

  • For some time now it has been so hard writing and posting new posts. Everything for some time now has been getting on top of me. I haven't been wanting to carry on. Things have been falling to shit for some time now and to be honest, I am just so over everything. I have been dealing with a dry socke ...

  • In 3 weeks and 4 days time will mark exactly 1 year since the major below-knee amputation of my left leg. I can not believe it is nearly 1 year since this has occurred. There have been so many struggles it isn't funny and there have been some highs as well, not many though, but still some. I have go ...

  • WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th ...

  • We are a few days out from the end of the first month of the new year. Where in the hell has the last 30 days gone? It can go a bit quicker and get out of Summer already and cool down a bit. Anyway, when starting to write this post it is still 28.1°C (82.58°F) and it is 2am, it is hot as hell and I ...

  • We are now approaching the end of the 3rd day of 2024 and it is starting slowly. But I have some big plans for this year and some big things that I need to change personally to improve my life, make it better and achieve what I want. For pretty much all of 2023 I have been scared to get up and about ...

  • For some time now it has been so hard writing and posting new posts. Everything for some time now has been getting on top of me. I haven't been wanting to carry on. Things have been falling to shit for some time now and to be honest, I am just so over everything. I have been dealing with a dry socke ...

  • Today marks exactly 10 months since my life changed forever. This is the 10-month mark of having my left leg amputated below the knee. I have been through a hell of a lot of things during my 46 years on this planet, but this has had to be the worst thing that I have ever had to go through. And I hav ...

  • WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th ...

  • WARNING This post contains strong language that may offend some people. You have been warned. I am so seriously fucking pissed off at the moment. Now as per my normal, I am not mentioning names. But seriously why fucking bother asking me for help on something you know nothing about. I set it all up ...

  • So yesterday I had a package arrive by courier from Amazon. I was home the whole time and they did not ring my doorbell or knock. I got an email around midday telling me my package was delivered. So I went to the door, nothing. I went and got onto my mobility scooter and went to the mailbox, again n ...

  • So right now, I am so pissed the fuck off. I had a support worker booked and turned up for an overnight shift, which is 7pm to 7am. He had a list of things to do, which is my basic stuff, cleaning the kitchen, emptying rubbish bins and removing some recycling. He was due to do this whilst I slept th ...

  • This is the first post in awhile that is not relating to my health. There has been much going on within the family that I am just not prepared to take anymore. My sister still owes me $3,000 and has only made $290 worth of payments in 9 months and couldn't even check in on me whilst going through my ...

  • In the current world that we live in things are so hard for so many people. This song and group are such an inspiration and makes you think about everyone's struggles. (Even though this was done in 2020 during Britians COVID restrictions it is still relevant to this day in 2021). David was so right ...

  • Justin's latest music video is amazing. The story behind the song is a bit of a tear-jerker. So if you haven't seen it already you might want to go and get yourself some tissues first. This in my opinion is one of the better songs that he has released and has a lot of meaning behind it. Hope you enj ...

  • Justin Bieber singing one of his latest hit songs called "Lonely" on Saturday Night Live in 2020. This song has a lot of meaning just listening to the words. Sums up my life a lot. But they is slowly changing, but also won't fully change that is for sure. ...

  • I am not usually into much rap music, but there is some that have a lot of meaning in the words. Apart from D Minor, this is another one. Rapping about addiction and has so much meaning. Have a listen and drop a comment on your thoughts.  ...

  • The words of this video clip have meaning. Even if you don't like JB just listen to the words. Being lonely is one of the hardest things in life, this is something I know personally with my anxiety and social phobia. ...

 

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Today, April 27th, 2024, marks 701 days since my hospital admission for what was anticipated to be a brief treatment involving IV drugs and the insertion of a PICC line. Unexpectedly, the situation escalated dramatically in less than a day. Here's a brief recount of the rapid changes: On the morning...

Health

Today, April 27th, 2024, marks 701 days since my hospital admission for what was anticipated to be a brief treatment involving IV drugs and the insertion of a PICC line. Unexpectedly, the situation escalated dramatically in less than a day. Here's a brief recount of the rapid changes: On the morning...

Personal

WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th...

Ranting

WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th...

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In the current world that we live in things are so hard for so many people. This song and group are such an inspiration and makes you think about everyone's struggles. (Even though this was done in 2020 during Britians COVID restrictions it is still relevant to this day in 2021). David was so right...