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  • OHS Update + A Rant

    This is the latest OHS (Open Heart Surgery) Update. The next update will not be until after pre-op day next week when I need my full surgical team and get ...

  • Surgery Update from Surgeon

    This is a follow-up post from my previous post titled 'Heart Surgery Update + Advance Care Directive (ACD)', which was posted on Monday, April 7th, 2025.  ...

  • Today, at the age of 48, I never thought I would have to fill in and write out an Advance Care Directive (ACD). Not sure what that is? I have attached the ...

  • So here I am asking myself the why, oh why question. So many people within my life having been using and abusing my kindness and support for years now. It ...

  • Supermarket Chicken Cook Stacy Leadbeatter has been given KSI's Golden Buzzer for her rendition of Snow Patrol's Run. To me this was this year's Susan Boy ...

  • Sometimes I really have to wonder why I bother doing anything for anyone. Why? Because most of the time I get shit on in return and am left to fend for my ...

  • This is an update for after the surgery I had to put a stent into a vein leading to my heart that was pretty much blocked. The good thing is they didn't h ...

  • For anyone that has been following my journey you will know that I believe I have a problem with pain killers, specifically Endone and OxyContin, after be ...

  • I have had some Private Messages on Facebook asking me about this skin condition that I have just started taking injections for. So against my better judg ...

  • I believe the title of this post really says it all. So, here we go into the information. What's next for Zac? This is a very hard question for me to answ ...

  • So this morning I spoke to my mum briefly, then went and laid down for most of the day as I haven't been feeling well. As most people know I have a lot of ...

  • NSW is having another COVID cluster. At the moment it primarily on the north part of the Northern Beaches - from Narrabeen bridge right through to Palm Be ...

  • Right now it is 3am on Sunday morning. I have no damn idea where this blog post is going to go or what the hell I am even going to say to be honest for ri ...

  • I believe the title of this post really says it all. So, here we go into the information. What's next for Zac? This is a very hard question for me to answ ...

  • Well right now there is a lot of things that are going on with me in various parts of my life, from COVID, to living arrangements, to health and to projec ...

  • The past week has been one of major ups and downs and a week that I have had trouble dealing with for the most part of it. It was like a week where everyt ...

  • It's now just over the 12 months since getting into this small unit and getting off the streets and being released from hospital after spending over 2 mon ...

  • After some time I have finally been able to find the way to get my comment system back online for my blog posts. It was just a matter of finding the right ...

 

  • Sometimes I really have to wonder why I bother doing anything for anyone. Why? Because most of the time I get shit on in return and am left to fend for myself when I am the one needing help or someone to talk to. The more I am here for people the more I feel left out and not wanted by anyone. I am s ...

  • It has been sometime since I have done a decent post. There has been so much going on that I haven't had much time to do much of anything. So here are some updates: cardio angiogram: several blockages were found. They cannot place in any stents, but want to preform open heart bypass surgery SoreEyes ...

  • It has been sometime since I have done any blogging. This is all about to change over the coming week or so. Stay tuned for my blog post about to restart.  I had stopped posting for a bit due to personal reasons, this will all be explained soon. Speak to you all very soon. ...

  • Just the other day it happened again ... another fall out of the wheelchair resulting in further wounds onto the stump. This time two large wounds near the bottom of the stump. Meaning no use of the prosthetic for months down the road again ... Really, I don't know how much of this crap I can contin ...

  • So, this post isn't against all the LGBTQI+ community, but it is about the majority. What I don't get is several years ago I personally had no problem finding someone to go for coffee, have dinner or even go further after a date i had no problem finding someone. However, now days, being an amputee a ...

  • OHS Update + A Rant

    This is the latest OHS (Open Heart Surgery) Update. The next update will not be until after pre-op day next week when I need my full surgical team and get to meet the people that will be poking and proding inside my chest and playing with my heart. Yesterday (Tuesday, April 15th), I had my final sca ...

  • Surgery Update from Surgeon

    This is a follow-up post from my previous post titled 'Heart Surgery Update + Advance Care Directive (ACD)', which was posted on Monday, April 7th, 2025.                              On Tuesday, April 8th, 2025, I met with my Cardiothoracic Surgeon in North Sydney at his private clinic. The news was ...

  • Today, at the age of 48, I never thought I would have to fill in and write out an Advance Care Directive (ACD). Not sure what that is? I have attached the meaning below. An Advance Care Directive (ACD), also known as a living will or personal directive, is a legally binding document where an individ ...

  • It has been sometime since I have done a decent post. There has been so much going on that I haven't had much time to do much of anything. So here are some updates: cardio angiogram: several blockages were found. They cannot place in any stents, but want to preform open heart bypass surgery SoreEyes ...

  • Several blockages have been found. They cannot place stents in, they need to do open heart bypass surgery, this is something I am so not looking forward to. This isn't minor surgery. As if I don't have enough health issues going on I now need open heart surgery. Great start to 2025. I have a sore wr ...

  • So here I am asking myself the why, oh why question. So many people within my life having been using and abusing my kindness and support for years now. It is a shame that I keep falling for it. I always seem to attract these types of people, the users and abusers. With everything that is currently g ...

  • It has been sometime since I have done a decent post. There has been so much going on that I haven't had much time to do much of anything. So here are some updates: cardio angiogram: several blockages were found. They cannot place in any stents, but want to preform open heart bypass surgery SoreEyes ...

  • So, this post isn't against all the LGBTQI+ community, but it is about the majority. What I don't get is several years ago I personally had no problem finding someone to go for coffee, have dinner or even go further after a date i had no problem finding someone. However, now days, being an amputee a ...

  • There is currently so much going on with me at the moment that no one wants to hear. Also, people within my life really do not understand what I went through in 2022, nor what I continue to go through to this day, which is now 822 days post-op since the BKA. I have been a drug addict for around 7 ye ...

  • After many years of challenges and drama, significant changes will take effect from the 1st of August 2024. These changes are intended to benefit my future endeavors, including several planned projects and some that are already in progress. However, let's address a few updates first. SoreEyesRP has ...

  • OHS Update + A Rant

    This is the latest OHS (Open Heart Surgery) Update. The next update will not be until after pre-op day next week when I need my full surgical team and get to meet the people that will be poking and proding inside my chest and playing with my heart. Yesterday (Tuesday, April 15th), I had my final sca ...

  • So here I am asking myself the why, oh why question. So many people within my life having been using and abusing my kindness and support for years now. It is a shame that I keep falling for it. I always seem to attract these types of people, the users and abusers. With everything that is currently g ...

  • Just the other day it happened again ... another fall out of the wheelchair resulting in further wounds onto the stump. This time two large wounds near the bottom of the stump. Meaning no use of the prosthetic for months down the road again ... Really, I don't know how much of this crap I can contin ...

  • So, this post isn't against all the LGBTQI+ community, but it is about the majority. What I don't get is several years ago I personally had no problem finding someone to go for coffee, have dinner or even go further after a date i had no problem finding someone. However, now days, being an amputee a ...

  • WARNING This post may contain language that offends some people. You have been warned. It is YOUR choice if you continue reading any further. Let's start with a few home truths and basics before getting into some other maybe heated topics (either in this post or the next). But as you can see from th ...

  • Supermarket Chicken Cook Stacy Leadbeatter has been given KSI's Golden Buzzer for her rendition of Snow Patrol's Run. To me this was this year's Susan Boyle and Paul Potts moment. The crowd went nuts for her and with good reason. This was bloody amazing, and I have watched it so many times already. ...

  • In the current world that we live in things are so hard for so many people. This song and group are such an inspiration and makes you think about everyone's struggles. (Even though this was done in 2020 during Britians COVID restrictions it is still relevant to this day in 2021). David was so right ...

  • Justin's latest music video is amazing. The story behind the song is a bit of a tear-jerker. So if you haven't seen it already you might want to go and get yourself some tissues first. This in my opinion is one of the better songs that he has released and has a lot of meaning behind it. Hope you enj ...

  • Justin Bieber singing one of his latest hit songs called "Lonely" on Saturday Night Live in 2020. This song has a lot of meaning just listening to the words. Sums up my life a lot. But they is slowly changing, but also won't fully change that is for sure. ...

  • I am not usually into much rap music, but there is some that have a lot of meaning in the words. Apart from D Minor, this is another one. Rapping about addiction and has so much meaning. Have a listen and drop a comment on your thoughts.  ...

 

General

Sometimes I really have to wonder why I bother doing anything for anyone. Why? Because most of the time I get shit on in return and am left to fend for myself when I am the one needing help or someone to talk to. The more I am here for people the more I feel left out and not wanted by anyone. I am s...

Health

OHS Update + A Rant

This is the latest OHS (Open Heart Surgery) Update. The next update will not be until after pre-op day next week when I need my full surgical team and get to meet the people that will be poking and proding inside my chest and playing with my heart. Yesterday (Tuesday, April 15th), I had my final sca...

Personal

So here I am asking myself the why, oh why question. So many people within my life having been using and abusing my kindness and support for years now. It is a shame that I keep falling for it. I always seem to attract these types of people, the users and abusers. With everything that is currently g...

Ranting

OHS Update + A Rant

This is the latest OHS (Open Heart Surgery) Update. The next update will not be until after pre-op day next week when I need my full surgical team and get to meet the people that will be poking and proding inside my chest and playing with my heart. Yesterday (Tuesday, April 15th), I had my final sca...

Videos

Supermarket Chicken Cook Stacy Leadbeatter has been given KSI's Golden Buzzer for her rendition of Snow Patrol's Run. To me this was this year's Susan Boyle and Paul Potts moment. The crowd went nuts for her and with good reason. This was bloody amazing, and I have watched it so many times already....