The time has come for me to now become selfish. All I seem to do is things for other people and put myself last, and it has been that way for years. It is now time for that to completely change.
It is always me making the first contact. And that is going to stop. A friendship is not a one-way street, there are two people involved in a friendship. So both people need to make contact with either other from time to time. I made a Facebook post the other day that people need to start making contact with me first too or I am going to start removing people as they aren’t real friends. And that doesn’t mean to just like a post that I make, it means message me to chat from time to time as I do to you also. Remember, friendships are a 2-way street.
Everyone knows that I have enough things going on right now that I don’t need to be dealing with fake and so-called friends also.
Yesterday morning I had more blood tests done, this was a fasting lot and should have all those results back in the next day or two. Actually, they should be back tomorrow. As long as I don’t get an SMS from the Medical Clinic tomorrow then there isn’t anything seriously wrong that can’t wait until I see the Doctor again on Monday morning. So, I am really hoping that I won’t get any SMS tomorrow, not from the Clinic anyway.
The business has now started working on several websites. And I will soon be adding a special deal to get some paid customers in, to make a bit of extra cash. Even though that isn’t the main reason I am doing this. I am doing it because it is what I love doing. But also making a little bit extra cash from time to time will help also, especially with all my medical bills and medication costs. The other good thing it’s keeping me occupied. Which is what I need.
A friend of mine in the US has got me into a game which is a bit slow at times, but something I do like. It is called Tower 3D Pro, it is an ATC simulation game. You are Air Traffic Control. Dealing with incoming and outgoing flights. As I said it can be a bit slow, but there are times where you are just constantly on the go. It seems just like it would be if you were a real ATC controller.
Over the last few days, I have been doing so much sleeping it isn’t funny. It is obvious that I need it, but it is annoying because I am always waking up with a headache and feeling like crap even more. I just haven’t been feeling too well over the last few days. For me to just get a simple cold isn’t usually just a 24-hour thing, as my immune system is fucked and with my Stelara injections which also effects my immune system when I get sick I actually do get sick.
Anyway, that is enough for now, I will write again in the coming days …
