We are now approaching the end of the 3rd day of 2024 and it is starting slowly. But I have some big plans for this year and some big things that I need to change personally to improve my life, make it better and achieve what I want.
For pretty much all of 2023 I have been scared to get up and about on my prosthetic leg. I feel embarrassed, I feel ashamed and I just don’t want to deal with it. I would prefer to stay in the wheelchair if I am being honest. But this year my mind set needs to change with this. Fuck people that can’t accept I have had amputations, fuck people that hate me cause I have fake limbs. I need to be more focused on me and my recovery as the first amputation was way back in May of 2022.
So the plan is for when the amputation clinic re-opens in 2024 I need to be honest with Joel and how I feel. I then need to get back up and get around. I can’t be completely wheelchair bound anymore. It is killing me (not literally yet, but on the inside). This is not going to be easy. It is going to be a lot of hard work and effort on my side if I want to achieve this. And I will by the end of 2024 (unless other major factors come into it, which hopefully they don’t).
Alright, onto another topic. My FiveM GTAV roleplay gaming server, SoreEyesRP. After a Directors meeting the other night we have decided it is time to set an actual launch date and a set of plans in place and we now have. We are officially launching on Friday 2nd February 2024 at 8pm (CST) (Saturday 3rd February 2024 at 12 noon (AEDT – Sydney Time)). All management is currently working behind the scenes to get the final touches and bug fixes done before the launch.
Over the coming days, both SoreEyesRP Directors will be working on our advertising and launching that around the beginning of the 3rd week of January. This will give people time to connect to our Discord and get to know us before actually getting into the game for our official launch. We will set times when people can go in and create characters before the launch date/time so they don’t have to waste time on the night doing that side of things.
This is so exciting for me and something that has been long in the works. I can’t wait til the launch of the SoreEyesRP community starts to kick off and the fun begins.
Looking back on 2023. A lot of things happened to the point I didn’t even speak to people about what was going on. I would lock myself down a lot. I would cancel some support shifts as I wasn’t up to dealing with people and so much more. Now, I am not going to go into a full recap of 2023, that is being left for another post very soon. Hopefully within the next week if time allows.
Anyway, this is where I will leave things for now and I will be posting more often then I did when things slowed in 2023. So time for me to get back to my old self in some ways and move forward in other aspects of my life. So more from me soon …