No, Everything is not ok!

So to put this simple, not everything is ok with me right now. Everything is going downhill. From the death of someone close to me to my constant issues with my feet and awaiting what they are going to do, it is looking more and more like amputation but trying everything to avoid that = even to the point of putting things off to give it more time. But this can’t happen anymore.

Tomorrow I will get the latest swab back so we will finally know exactly what infection these wounds are harbouring. And also what drugs might help and what are resistant to these. This would be because of the amount that I have had already and that my body has become immune to certain things. Which I have been told is normal.

I am also so sick of being stuck at home because I can’t handle going out. But again, this is something that needs to change a little, even if it is only for an hour a week. This is something I am going to try to start next week if I don’t end up in hospital with my feet after tomorrow and what we find out. I will update you on this tomorrow sometime when I know.

Anyway that is all I am going to go on about at the moment, there are other things, but I don’t want to discuss or air the laundry at the moment, this is something that I will do soon …

About The Author

Zac hails from the Central Coast of New South Wales, Australia, spends his free time playing computer games such as GTA-V FiveM, Need for Speed Most Wanted (Black Edition), Flight Simulator X, and The Sims 4. He once enjoyed leisurely walks along the beach before his below-knee amputation (BKA) in June 2022. Currently, Zac is on a path to recovery, confronting both physical and mental health challenges arising from a history of abuse, adversity, and prolonged homelessness. With each passing day, he continues to persevere, striving for improvement in his life, and remains resolute in not allowing his past to dictate his future. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.