This is just a short and to the point post.
You make me want to give up. You make me want to return to a life of hell that I went through for nearly 30 years. You cause me so much pain and grief that I do not deserve.
Now, I won’t allow you to let me give up. I won’t give up because of your greed and childish behaviour. I will not return to the depths of hell that I went through for 3 decades. I will no longer allow you to cause me pain, grief and heartache. YOU’RE NOT WORTH IT. I deserve better and I have people in my life that treat me right. and this is hard for me to say, but you’re not one of them. I don’t know why you wanted the relationship to begin with. Was it just to make you happy? Allow you to get everything you wanted out of me? Make me return to a life that we once lived together again? I don’t know and honestly, I don’t care. Because none of them is an excuse for the way you’re treating me.
You’ve now gone from my life. I wish you weren’t. But YOU made your choices and you have to live the with consequences of those choices. I am done being used and hurt by people I love and care for. If this means that I have to fuck some people off than so be it. My life matters and that is now the only thing I care about. Just don’t come crawling back, this time it won’t work. I am done with you. Full stop. End of story. Now time to move on WITHOUT you.