My Life Matters

Date:
in: Personal

This is just a short and to the point post.

You make me want to give up. You make me want to return to a life of hell that I went through for nearly 30 years. You cause me so much pain and grief that I do not deserve. 

Now, I won’t allow you to let me give up. I won’t give up because of your greed and childish behaviour. I will not return to the depths of hell that I went through for 3 decades. I will no longer allow you to cause me pain, grief and heartache. YOU’RE NOT WORTH IT. I deserve better and I have people in my life that treat me right. and this is hard for me to say, but you’re not one of them. I don’t know why you wanted the relationship to begin with. Was it just to make you happy? Allow you to get everything you wanted out of me? Make me return to a life that we once lived together again? I don’t know and honestly, I don’t care. Because none of them is an excuse for the way you’re treating me. 

You’ve now gone from my life. I wish you weren’t. But YOU made your choices and you have to live the with consequences of those choices. I am done being used and hurt by people I love and care for. If this means that I have to fuck some people off than so be it. My life matters and that is now the only thing I care about. Just don’t come crawling back, this time it won’t work. I am done with you. Full stop. End of story. Now time to move on WITHOUT you.

About The Author

Zac hails from the Central Coast of New South Wales, Australia, spends his free time playing computer games such as GTA-V FiveM, Need for Speed Most Wanted (Black Edition), Flight Simulator X, and The Sims 4. He once enjoyed leisurely walks along the beach before his below-knee amputation (BKA) in June 2022. Currently, Zac is on a path to recovery, confronting both physical and mental health challenges arising from a history of abuse, adversity, and prolonged homelessness. With each passing day, he continues to persevere, striving for improvement in his life, and remains resolute in not allowing his past to dictate his future. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.