Doctors + Pain Killers

So it turns out that my Doctor is going on a 2 1/2 weeks holiday. And it just happens to be at the time when next government authority script is due. So I am having to see her on her last day, which is this Wednesday. But there is no way she will be able to get the authority script then as it will be like 2 weeks early. And there is also the fact that I have to discuss the fact that I now feel I am addicted to the 2 pain killers and how I am constantly having to take more and more just to get through a damn day and can’t sleep without them no matter how much I try.

I have been trying to skip doses and extend how long between doses myself however I start getting stomach cramps, going into sweats and getting massive headaches. I am starting to think I might have to look into a treatment plan which might involve having to spend a couple weeks (at least) in a rehab program (not something I really want to do) – but I might not have a choice in that if I want to get off this which I do.

I will make another post after I see my doctor on Wednesday with hopefully a plan of what we are going to do to get me off this fucking pain killers after going on 11 months now.

About The Author

Zac hails from the Central Coast of New South Wales, Australia, spends his free time playing computer games such as GTA-V FiveM, Need for Speed Most Wanted (Black Edition), Flight Simulator X, and The Sims 4. He once enjoyed leisurely walks along the beach before his below-knee amputation (BKA) in June 2022. Currently, Zac is on a path to recovery, confronting both physical and mental health challenges arising from a history of abuse, adversity, and prolonged homelessness. With each passing day, he continues to persevere, striving for improvement in his life, and remains resolute in not allowing his past to dictate his future. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.