7th February 2022 and it is nearing 10.30 in the morning and I am sitting at the computer watching a 60 Minutes YouTube video, writing this post and thinking about some work that I need to do on my FiveM server later today.
How is my left leg doing?
This morning I did a dressing change on my left leg. The colour, the smell and the look are horrible. And right now there is nothing more I can do about it apart from continuing taking the medication, dressing the wounds every couple of days and keeping regular contact with my doctor and sending recent pictures on the day I speak to her.
At this time I cannot attend the clinic in person as I have just got over another bout of COVID-19 and it will be 2-3 weeks before I can actually attend the surgery in person to get blood drawn and proper dressings with special solutions added onto it.
How am I currently feeling with everything?
Well, at the moment I am not doing the best. Everything for me seems to be on a downward spiral again. There are so many IRL situations going on that I cannot go into still right now. I am in constant pain and have to take many doses of pain medication every day, it’s a never-ending story for me and it has been this way for some time. This whole scenario with my feet, infections, wounds and the amputation of part of my right foot has now been going on for over 4 years. And there seems to be no end in sight.
But with the new infection now in the left foot that has been there for several months now and not being able to do anything about it. Doctors are already discussing a further amputation as this infection (as you would have seen in previous posts) is slowly spreading up the leg and even changing the colour of the skin, you can actually see where the infection is spreading too. But the other thing is we can’t really see how far up it is without another dye injected bone scan, which was planned, but again has to be put off until I have passed this COVID period after just having it again.
Do I have anything else going on atm?
Well of course I do. When don’t I really? There is a lot of things that I can’t or actually don’t want to go into as it is too personal and not something I really want to discuss.
But coming soon I will start writing about some things that are going on and how things will be dealt with and what the possible outcome of these actions will be if I have to go down these roads (which I DO NOT want to do) but it is getting to the stage where I am just not going to have a choice. No contact, no news, so maybe it is time to start doing what I need to unless things change in the coming days Which seriously, I hope they fucking doing.
Anyway, that is enough for me and I will do another post soon.