For some time now it has been so hard writing and posting new posts. Everything for some time now has been getting on top of me. I haven’t been wanting to carry on. Things have been falling to shit for some time now and to be honest, I am just so over everything.
I have been dealing with a dry socket in my gum after having a tooth extraction 10 days ago. And it is still going on. The pain is at times unbearable, even my Endone doesn’t help. The only little bit of relief I get is when I use the cloves oil and OMG it is disgusting, the taste it leaves in your mouth. But it does numb the area for a little which is good. Usually have it before I want to have a bit of a rest.
Do I have support workers yet?
Well, interesting question. We have just started with a new company as of last Friday, already been a couple issues, but let’s hope they did get them sorted and this week runs smoothly. I have so far only met my Friday worker and she is fantastic. In less than 2 hours I meet my Monday cleaner, let’s hope this cleaner knows WTF she is doing and I don’t have to be so fucking specific on a general unit clean. It’s basic common sense really.
How are my sugar levels going?
Still running a bit out of control, but getting better. Still on several daily injections to get it under control, which is slowly working. But again, is still going to take a lot of time.
My diabetes has now already started affecting my eyesight worse than it used to. I have always had eyesight problems, but now it is getting worse and all because of fucking diabetes. My goodness, this illness is a fucking killer. Sometimes I wish it would just take me and be done with it. Why does it keep putting me through problems, leg circulation, feet ulcers they can’t control, amputations, now in a wheelchair, eyesight problems, my goodness, what next? Seriously? What next?
Things are finally coming to an end for our official release launch. Also, preparations are fully underway for our second release. New scripts, new liveries, new vehicles, and new systems are being prepared for the second release of SoreEyesRP.
Also, just about reading to begin the recruiting process. Everything just needs to be finalized. Need to finish a few documents and make sure the CAD system is ready to go. During our second phase, we will be using a CMS/CAD system. It is going to take time to set the CMS up, this actually might not be ready until phase 3, time will tell.
I will try to post on a more regular basis. I have to go through all my drafts and finish some much overdue draft posts sitting ready for proof and publishing. So that is all for now and more coming later this week.