I am so pissed …

So right now, I am so pissed the fuck off. I had a support worker booked and turned up for an overnight shift, which is 7pm to 7am. He had a list of things to do, which is my basic stuff, cleaning the kitchen, emptying rubbish bins and removing some recycling. He was due to do this whilst I slept the few hours, I usually get each night and he also had my permission to my GTA V on my computer.

So I wake up and his gone, the front door is unlocked and nothing is done. I check my phone and there is a message saying he had to go home as he couldn’t sleep at someone else’s home, so why the fuck do the shift in the first place? The least he could have done was do the work that he was supposed to do.

Sent him a message about how unhappy I am about this and what I found about the door being unlocked and open (literally anyone could have come in during my sleep and I would never have known). Talk about a security issue, right?

The way I feel is our regular shifts I am thinking of cancelling them all as I don’t feel I can trust him anymore to get my needs met and do my shifts as his getting paid very good money to do.

This has now set my anxiety through the roof at the moment I am so fucking annoyed with this it is something I will have to deal with later in the day. And that is something I will really be doing …

About The Author

Zac hails from the Central Coast of New South Wales, Australia, spends his free time playing computer games such as GTA-V FiveM, Need for Speed Most Wanted (Black Edition), Flight Simulator X, and The Sims 4. He once enjoyed leisurely walks along the beach before his below-knee amputation (BKA) in June 2022. Currently, Zac is on a path to recovery, confronting both physical and mental health challenges arising from a history of abuse, adversity, and prolonged homelessness. With each passing day, he continues to persevere, striving for improvement in his life, and remains resolute in not allowing his past to dictate his future. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.