All Getting Too Much

Today is not a good day for me. Everything is starting to become too much. But I am going to keep hanging in there. I have to have hope that things will end up getting better. That those things will end up working out for the best. With the recent issues at counselling and then the request for more information from the NDIS when they know it is so hard to gather any more documents due to the decades on the streets. It isn’t like I was stuck in one place I was moving suburb to suburb, town to town and state to state. As a result, I have been in nearly every state in this country apart from Tasmania (but I do want to go there one day before I die, but not as homeless).

I have had to make contact with several places I used a lot when I was on the street asking them to write a support letter for me, which the major one who was around several times when I attempted suicide and have known for more than a decade whilst living on the streets. My caseworker thinks a letter from this Minister might help with the NDIS, I also need to make an appt. to see Dr Kevin Su in St Leonards to get him to do a report from when I saw him all those years ago also.

Then I have an argument with Peter (AGAIN), we really don’t get along but I give it my best. But I can only do so much. There are times I am not sleeping, times I am not ok (like today) and just when I am so overwhelmed with everything going on it doesn’t take much for me to just lose the plot a little.

Still working on my websites through Hydra HQ. These are coming along nicely with the potential of a few more clients coming on board soon. I am having the HelpDesk used a bit lately which is good. It is what I needed to happen. I need people to contact me work-wise via the HelpDesk in most cases. As I do get notified on my phone for new tickets and replies to certain level tickets that I assign.

Anyway, not really in the mood right now to write anymore. So I will leave it there for now and write a more decent post in the next couple of days.

About The Author

Zac is from the Central Coast of New South Wales in Australia. Zac runs his own online Web Design & Management business. In his spare time, he likes playing computer games, such as Need for Speed Most Wanted, Flight Simulator X, The Sims 4 and various others. Zac also enjoys spending time walking along the shoreline at the beach. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.